I’ve gained weight (again).
In some ways, I’d like to blame having a boyfriend – staying in bed with him all lazy in the morning, beats dragging myself up for a run.
In some ways, I’d like to blame work – I’m not happy and the stress drives me to eat, a lot.
But I know there is only one thing to hold accountable: me.
It’s frustrating knowing that the decisions I make, are causing the weight gain – did I really need to eat that appetizer before dinner. And I know I should make those decisions, but I do, over and over again.
So for (what seems like the) thousandth time I am recommitting myself to health eating, and working out regularly – because honestly that is all there is left. This week has been good for working out – every day since Monday. I’ve made health eating choices for two days now.
And I’m going to kick off the 30 day ab challenge on July 1.
This time it will stick (I have to believe that).