Is it really better?

Whoever said ‘it is better to have loved and lost than never of loved at all,’ was lying. That person has either never lost or never loved.

The great purge took place the other day.

It only took about an hour and two and a half glasses of wine.

I was pretty drunk by the end, but everything from his baseball cap to books that might remind me of him, was moved to a box.

I decided, at the strong suggestion of my best friend, not to purge by building a giant bonfire. Not only does a fire decrease the chances of getting my apartment’s damage deposit back, but she told me she regrets not being able to look through the mementos of past loves.

The last step was moving all of the emails, photos and music from our relationship and burning it to DVD.

With that finished I popped out the completed DVD and shut off my computer

I survived the purge, but as I learned the next morning my computer did not.

It appears when I deleted all trace of the man I loved from my computer, it killed it — yes, it is quite possible my computer died of a broken heart. #fml

 

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